whoa. its been almost a year since i last updated.

alot has changed. an awful lot.

im graduating in may, so thats good. jacob and i are together still. weve been having issues lately because the topic of marriage comes up and shit like that.

my life is just school, work and jacob. it sucks. i am hanging in there because i know that things will get better and alot less stressful when i graduate. i cant wait until i just work and dont have hw or papers or tests. ive been in school for almost 20 years. im sick of it! ugh.

other than that, nothing is too new. ive cut out some dead weight in my life. i dont hang out with people who are crap friends anymore.

i wrote some really good poems and short stories last semester when i took fiction writing and poetry. if i ever get time ill put them up. i would like to try to get the one published with shaun doing the artwork for it. it would be awesome.

im writing this very tired. im exhausted from my day in addition to being exhausted in general in life. school has completely wiped me out. if i had to do one more semester i would drop out. im giving one final push and then im out. its like giving birth. ugh.

so yeah. thats it. im still here. trying to survive until i graduate. then things will be better. i know it. my days and nights wont consist of studying for tests. i can go to work and then do stuff. i wont have to go to work and then come home and work more. i havent painted in almost 2 years. i miss it so much but i have no time at all.

blah.

k thats it. ill try to post those stories and shit, but i make no promises.